i hope ur doing fine out there w/out me ...
since the last time i updated things have been so so - my arm still hurts & it doesnt help any that jesse kicked the ball and it hit my arm ;/ oh well `
today i got up early for open * gym and we did our work out. i was super bummed though cuz i couldnt' do anything. only run ;/ we had a game today too & i couldn't play ;/ the girls won though :) i was real excited for them.
since everyone was going to sonic to play volleyball - me erika & priss decided to go :) i had fun being the Ref, since i couldnt play .
tomorrow's plans are to go to the mall and to other places w/ priss to look for a job, since im in desperate need of one.
erika got a new car :) it's reallllly nice - i`m so happy for her `
i've been in the weirdest of moods - i dunno ? i really can't explain it - it seems like when everything is going good and looking up - it all f*cks up from there . it sucks! like i get high hopes for nothing ?
so i heard this song last night - i had heard it before, but i never really payed attention to it & the lyrics are greaat. so i`ll leave you w/ that.
<3
I hope you’re doing fine out without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever know gets swept away
Inside of your love…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.