I Want To Feel You ...
so the school year is coming to an end. could this year have been any more crazy. it was the hardest year yet; but the funnest. we went through it all this year. it's crazy - but we survived. were one step closer to being seniors, to graduating, to actually going out into the real world. the thought of that kinda scares me, but i`m in need of a change. i only hope for the best in the near future :)
my pre*cal teacher is in the hospital ;( he has cancer. i feel so bad for this man. she is such a good man and is always looking to help us out. it happend from one day to another. he knew he was going to the hospital and told us he was going to jury duty and might not be back for the rest of the year. but he only told us that so we wouldn't worry for him. & i feel so bad cuz anything can happen . we never know when were gonna go ;( i haven't gotten the courge to actually go visit him cuz hospitals give me the creeps; but i`m sending him flowers tomorrow. hopefully that will brighten his day a little more. ur in my prayers mr.pena!
on a lighter note, i passed all of my taks tests. thank god! i`m almost done with all this testing crap. i just needa to take my THEA test; and take my ACT over again cuz i really wasn't too happy w/ my score *
i got an unexpected call yesterday - i answered & suprisingly; no fighting! we just caught up and he reassured me that he'd always be here for me no matter what.
how can you trust a person that has done so much in the past to give you reason not to trust them. how can you possibly gain trust in them again. knowing that you put all ur trust in them; and they thought nothing of it and just threw it all away. tell me - is it possible to come to trust a person like this again ? i mean sure you forgive, but you never really forget. trusting someone to me is a big deal; and when you just screw with it like that, i mean c`mon do you really expect me to have all this trust in you? i don`t think so.
i dunno - i*m done venting . i*m gonna take a nap or something - i`ll leave you w/ some lyrics to one of my favorite songs right now.
<3
What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you
Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of
You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive