May 31, 2006 21:28
I just posted a "before" picture of myself for the future, when i plan on being lean and svelt, so that I can look back on this day and see how far i've come.
Right now, though, i'm left feeling kind of disgusted with myself.
I had to post it from photobucket, and then type and click really quickly to make it a 'private' entry. Sorry if anybody who didn't otherwise want to, can now conjure up an image of my chest / stomach.
Fitness sucks, but cancer is worse. The fronts of my knees hurt me when I run. I need to figure out how to properly stretch them.
At the track where I go running, there is a football team that practices at the same time i'm there. I pretend the coach is yelling at me to motivate me, except when he yells about pushups and i ignore him, because they hurt too much.
I was *this* close to leaving Memphis and moving to Charlotte next month, but will be staying here for at least another six months. They go by quickly. I haven't really given living here a fair chance.
I'm in a weird mood. I found an old CD, and i've been listening to "Both Hands" by Ani DiFranco, and "China" by Tori Amos for quite awhile. I haven't heard either in quite a long time. It brought me right back to the summer of 2001, when I listened to them constantly.
Meh, that's all i've got for now. Hope everyone is doing just fine.