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so just got sa lightly drunk down stairs at the bufet for a talk given by the australian guy who wrote schindler's ark which got made into schindlers list which i saw with my brother who i dreamt of last night who i'll live again with soon, they always have cookies and pagasca and wine at the end of these talks, the first time i partook because i went, three glasses three russians saying how expensive it will be likening pushkin to john wane my GOD im going to russia a dream so afterwards look i figured it out i do women studies 182 and reserch bosnian serbian croatian women who had babies as a result of being raped and then the next quarter i teach a class on ex-yugoslav lit and then when i graduate i go with an ngo to sarajevo or i go to grad school for lit (russian jesus nabokov lit) at st petersburg afterwards europe i never want to leave you you come here establish a life dAni you fucking kid i met this kid at the west balkan club he was wearing a red scarf sitting under the orange lamp by himself and put on his ipod head phones at first i thought kid get gone go back to jeresy or wherever you came from but then i realized he was smieling at me and seemed to be whispering keleti palyudvar megyunk megyunk and smieling so later in the basement dancing to the old school hip hop i took his head phones from him and danced to block party or whay=tever he had and he said youre sweet and i gave them back he smiels more than all of the hungarians in this city combined. later we met walking in opposit directions down the street and his friends drove me to the silver mount zion show way out in obscure buda where his friend gave him a bump of e and he stood next to the speakers smieling at me and came up in between a 'who will avenge miss nina simone' and 'hey na na na na' blaha lujiza ter peruvian mock dancing chant and said 'it felt like the music was pushing me out of myself and i was flowing like a river towards you' and i said 'dani, i'm thirsty so i drank!' and we hugged! my dear my dear he goes to the she he loves and then fucks the he he wants in the bathroom and feels disjointedly full wHY couldn't we have met earlier!! budapest i miss you already goodbye!