i love the way you say my name
okay so they say ignorance is bliss. and this is true. but i'm glad i know. i felt bad before because i thought that things had changed, but true to his devious nature, i was lied to once again. i was willing to give up my current state of comfort and happiness. for him. fuck that. he can be with her. just because i'm here and she's not doesn't mean that he can use me as his outlet for sexual fustrations and needs. i am not a fucking vac-u-jac. i am a person. with needs. with wants. who is looking for true, unrequited, crazy love. i will not demean myself. i will not give up my happiness for his. i will not sucuumb to previous inclinations. i am better than that. i will not be decieved.
the truth is that there is someone who loves me. i don't love him nor do i think i ever will. and no it isn't the same, but he doesn't make me cry, and for that i will forever be greatful to him.
i know what i need to do now. because of his stupidity, he has once again isolated himself from my heart. he is a cold, heartless, bastard, and i hope that others will some day have that epiphany. the day that he finds himself to be truly alone (as i'm sure he has always been, in his heart) will be the day that i die happy.
the truth is that there is someone who loves me. i don't love him nor do i think i ever will. and no it isn't the same, but he doesn't make me cry, and for that i will forever be greatful to him.
i know what i need to do now. because of his stupidity, he has once again isolated himself from my heart. he is a cold, heartless, bastard, and i hope that others will some day have that epiphany. the day that he finds himself to be truly alone (as i'm sure he has always been, in his heart) will be the day that i die happy.