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I love marco a lot, but if he doesn't stop talking about andrew, I might be forced to strangle him. Out of pure necessity. Andrew too. Yay for both of you, but please shut the fuck up, thank you.
Recital next weekend. One week to be ready. I'm psyched, but there's still so much to do. I like to trim down a bit before recitals. Look a little less rounded, especially around my hips. I'm smart about it though. Learned my lesson a few years ago. Just diet pills now.
Andrew's parents came home this week and mine showed up too. I have always been used to being on my own, or with a nanny when we had money. I don't miss them when they're gone. I actually kind of hate those days when they wake up and realize they have a kid to reprimand. My mom is crazy about the dance stuff. She came in while I was eating oatmeal for breakfast and wanted to weigh me. And yeah. Things get kind of shitty when she gets involved. I'm not blaming her for my eating disorder or anything but... yeah, I'm blaming her for my eating disorder. They are usually too busy working or partying it up like nothing happened- they still go to the country club and to the gala events. I wonder if people have noticed that my mother only has 2 fancy dresses left. They then pour themselves into bed just before dawn, sleep until 9, and go back to work. It's become a really miserable existance for them. But it's their own fault. Gross tax fraud for several years will do that to you.
But yes, this is my last weekend of freedom before I go into dance mode for a week. Don't expect to see much of me. Between double time at dance, plus doing double time for the classes I teach, plus school, plus running and hitting the gym HARD, doesn't leave much time for much else. Not that I hang otu with...most of you anyway. Haha, I guess this really only applies to the cool kids- Spinner and Marco (well, Marco only sometimes ;) )
I guess that's really it. That covers pretty much everything happening lately. When did my life get that dull? It's kind of pathetic.... :(
I'm off like my social life!
--ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzara
Recital next weekend. One week to be ready. I'm psyched, but there's still so much to do. I like to trim down a bit before recitals. Look a little less rounded, especially around my hips. I'm smart about it though. Learned my lesson a few years ago. Just diet pills now.
Andrew's parents came home this week and mine showed up too. I have always been used to being on my own, or with a nanny when we had money. I don't miss them when they're gone. I actually kind of hate those days when they wake up and realize they have a kid to reprimand. My mom is crazy about the dance stuff. She came in while I was eating oatmeal for breakfast and wanted to weigh me. And yeah. Things get kind of shitty when she gets involved. I'm not blaming her for my eating disorder or anything but... yeah, I'm blaming her for my eating disorder. They are usually too busy working or partying it up like nothing happened- they still go to the country club and to the gala events. I wonder if people have noticed that my mother only has 2 fancy dresses left. They then pour themselves into bed just before dawn, sleep until 9, and go back to work. It's become a really miserable existance for them. But it's their own fault. Gross tax fraud for several years will do that to you.
But yes, this is my last weekend of freedom before I go into dance mode for a week. Don't expect to see much of me. Between double time at dance, plus doing double time for the classes I teach, plus school, plus running and hitting the gym HARD, doesn't leave much time for much else. Not that I hang otu with...most of you anyway. Haha, I guess this really only applies to the cool kids- Spinner and Marco (well, Marco only sometimes ;) )
I guess that's really it. That covers pretty much everything happening lately. When did my life get that dull? It's kind of pathetic.... :(
I'm off like my social life!
--ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzara