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i am the kind of person who cares far too much about what others think. sometimes i put on a facade of who i really am. and who i really care about. i am the kind of girl who falls for boys fast. i get wrapped up in the smallest details. i hate my past with boys. everything about it seems to have either went astray or just terribly wrong. i regret so much. i constantly wish i had done this or tried that. i would love if there was a remote that could turn back time. i'd hit rewind a dozen times. i know that i don't have very many friends, but the ones i have, i love. spending time with my friends is my ultimate pleasure. my friends are my life and that is that. i complain way too much and i am way too negative. i am the kind of person who will tell it like it is. no cover-ups. if you bother me, you will know in a heartbeat. if you say something stupid, i will instantly let you know. i have a very short fuse. i get mad easily and get anxious often. i can be a cold-hearted bitch at times. it is one of my many defense machanisms. plain and simple. i love eating. i will eat almost anything and eat a lot of it at that. i say i care about health but show nothing of the sorts. i am a very inexperienced girl but take pride in that. knowing that there is so much more out there for me. and soon i will go out and conquer those things. college life fascinates me. i am more excited for college than i have ever been. i have an ego. yet i am completely insecure. if there is a mirror in front of me, i will stare at it. sometimes i even fish for compliments because i seek approval. i love to dance. i love acting silly. sometimes i get in crazy moods. it all depends on the day.
that is me. take it or leave it. ♠
that is me. take it or leave it. ♠