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I haven't updated in what... like 5 or 7months, maybe less.. maybe more?
whatever.
life is not so fantastic anymore..
kinda..
I don't know.
I'm starting to think it never really was.
I try so hard to make the best of things, but in the end everything usually ends up blowing up in my face.
The more I think about everything, I start to ask myself if I have ever truly loved anything at all. I don't like saying that, or asking myself that, but it's true.
I'm tired of reassurance. I'm not asking for that.
I don't know what I need.
shitty update huh.
fuckk the interwebz.5
whatever.
life is not so fantastic anymore..
kinda..
I don't know.
I'm starting to think it never really was.
I try so hard to make the best of things, but in the end everything usually ends up blowing up in my face.
The more I think about everything, I start to ask myself if I have ever truly loved anything at all. I don't like saying that, or asking myself that, but it's true.
I'm tired of reassurance. I'm not asking for that.
I don't know what I need.
shitty update huh.
fuckk the interwebz.5