boundaries

[a_tilted_bottle]

you said last month that you couldn't see me in person because you feared falling in love with me again. why fear that? why do you think loving me is not good for you? again, i wouldn't want to jump into a relationship--at least not now, given that you and i both know you need to work on yourself--but i would like to get to know you as an intimate friend.  you would have to get to a point in your self-development where you could bring something to that relationship. i don't think you're there yet but i trust you'll get there and hope that your heart and brain recognize the potential of a stable and loving relationship with me where we each support each other and grow separately together. or maybe this isn't something you want at all, in which case we should stop all of this. at this point, i kind of feel foolish for all that i've done. i don't need to make a list. this isn't an argument. we both know how much i care for you like we both know that being around me has sparked your creativity and motivated you to improve yourself.

why am i trying to be friends. what do you even bring.