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I can remember with ease when you pulled me aside
A conversation?
I lied, I always lie, I never admit it
But I did
You don't believe me, with ease
In four months I don't even exist
But for right now you're the only person in my head
Swimming eyes I just can't help but deceive
You know what I want
I'm not psychic but my bed does not lie
I know you want

When a soul bares witness to it's fault
It crumbles
All ego non-existant
Pure as a tab on your tongue
Elaborate crystalline thought
Broken by the eyes
Pupils open up and become the teacher
Learn now because you have failed before
A room filled with tricks
Is a mind alone
How do I apologize?

You're not as innocent as
I thought you were
I'll lay here for the next five minutes
Using the next three weeks to think about it
With every second to learn about myself
And the next couple months to turn out song
Effortlessly syncopated similarities
To who I used to be
I never changed