hey... you are'nt peacin with that cat are you? hahaha.
"What cat?"haha.
Godamnit life cracks me up.
I went to the beach today & got pleanty of sun. Tomorrow I'm going again with Kaytie.
This duck never ceases to amaze me.Miss Molly Quack Quack. I wonder if anyone will notice that its gone.
"My duck can dance." I remember thinking that was the best thing ever.
Me and Samantha have decided that we are both assholes. We're ok with that though.We also both see people in my car that are'nt there when we trip out. Reflections will fuck you up.haha. I also agree that crisco is the funniest thing ever. Im not sure exactly why.
I think I'm starting to get a handle on this "life" thing.I start to get all tangled up in problems & then I just seem to find ways not to think about it anymore.
Maybe it's because I realized it dos'nt get much better than this. Boys are fighting over me... I don't like either of them so I find it to be ridiculiously funny. Why anyone would fight over another persons attention is beyond me... It's like why would you just give them the complete upperhand & make them act like an asshole? Because Im "pretty". Thats the answer. I can't help but think everyone is completely full of shit. These boys tell me how much they care, then I think about it clearly & they dont know me... not shit about me haha.Im not a monk but I'm also not a whore.I just don't know how to wear my heart on my sleve anymore.
I could be a fucking psycho killer & they would'nt know the difference. Except for Mitch, & Brian. They know.
I play with these thoughts over & over again in my head. It's always the same conclusion. If you don't know what to do... don't do anything at all. Shit, just trip on shrooms like me. haha.It is a pretty hideous world we live in, Why not make it beautiful? I think if people could see things the way I see them... It still would'nt make much sense.
In the end. Im still the confused & crazed one. We're ok with that though right?
An old friend is taking me to see clerks 2 tonight. I hope its as impressive as everybody has told me. I plan on being very stoned...very very stoned. ♥
Someone give me something to smile about baby.
Godamnit life cracks me up.
I went to the beach today & got pleanty of sun. Tomorrow I'm going again with Kaytie.
This duck never ceases to amaze me.Miss Molly Quack Quack. I wonder if anyone will notice that its gone.
"My duck can dance." I remember thinking that was the best thing ever.
Me and Samantha have decided that we are both assholes. We're ok with that though.We also both see people in my car that are'nt there when we trip out. Reflections will fuck you up.haha. I also agree that crisco is the funniest thing ever. Im not sure exactly why.
I think I'm starting to get a handle on this "life" thing.I start to get all tangled up in problems & then I just seem to find ways not to think about it anymore.
Maybe it's because I realized it dos'nt get much better than this. Boys are fighting over me... I don't like either of them so I find it to be ridiculiously funny. Why anyone would fight over another persons attention is beyond me... It's like why would you just give them the complete upperhand & make them act like an asshole? Because Im "pretty". Thats the answer. I can't help but think everyone is completely full of shit. These boys tell me how much they care, then I think about it clearly & they dont know me... not shit about me haha.Im not a monk but I'm also not a whore.I just don't know how to wear my heart on my sleve anymore.
I could be a fucking psycho killer & they would'nt know the difference. Except for Mitch, & Brian. They know.
I play with these thoughts over & over again in my head. It's always the same conclusion. If you don't know what to do... don't do anything at all. Shit, just trip on shrooms like me. haha.It is a pretty hideous world we live in, Why not make it beautiful? I think if people could see things the way I see them... It still would'nt make much sense.
In the end. Im still the confused & crazed one. We're ok with that though right?
An old friend is taking me to see clerks 2 tonight. I hope its as impressive as everybody has told me. I plan on being very stoned...very very stoned. ♥
Someone give me something to smile about baby.