GRRRR!
ok so I am suppose to go clubbing tonight and I was completely and 100% looking forward to it with my life right.... um... yeah.... Jamie won't let me. I found someone to work for me but Jamie will not let her take it because it's a stupid reason. Whatever.... he says he needs the "veterans" on because Fantastic Four is opening and stuff and blah blah blah... and it is raining so I do get it but it pisses me off because it's not like there wasn't someone taking my place. I should call out and see what they do then... Then they'll be short a person... and they'll fire me... so I need another job first. lol. But whatever... I'll get over it and I'll make absolutely sure that there is another day.... actually many other days.... lol. I'll get over it somehow.
Interesting night last night. I went home soaking wet with dish rinsing water.... and popcorn in my hair... Joel and Jeff. However I definitely started it. I splashed Joel and he retaliated and it just kinda went from there. But anyway....
Other than that, I need someone huge to break at the cinema because.... well you know why..... ;)
And other than that.... I'm working tonight. But I have all day tomorrow off and that feels really really really really really really really good. Even though I don't get to go out and have an amazing time tonight, I still get to have an entire day off tomorrow, which is more than ok. At least I get a little break.
I'll get over it.
You know, I asked Joel if he thinks I've changed over the amount of time that we've been friends. He said "No. It's just that you've been really stressed out lately because of a lot of things." And then I tried to start a fight with him by talking about how he's not there for me... but the truth is, he hears a lot more than I give him credit for. He is there... even if it is just to listen to me whine and he offers no comfort... that's comfort in itself. It's the rest of the stuff that hurts like a mother. I got wicked pissed last night and went for a long drive. I also spun my tires when I was pulling out of the cinema parking lot which was the coolest thing ever and totally got my point across cause someone is a dick head when other people are around. lol. anywayyyyyyyyyyyy.......
But I'm outtie. Just wanted everyone to know that I'm gonna be ok even if I am ripped at the world! I love you alllllllllllll!!!!!!!!! *muah*
And I'm serious about that system shut down thing................
Interesting night last night. I went home soaking wet with dish rinsing water.... and popcorn in my hair... Joel and Jeff. However I definitely started it. I splashed Joel and he retaliated and it just kinda went from there. But anyway....
Other than that, I need someone huge to break at the cinema because.... well you know why..... ;)
And other than that.... I'm working tonight. But I have all day tomorrow off and that feels really really really really really really really good. Even though I don't get to go out and have an amazing time tonight, I still get to have an entire day off tomorrow, which is more than ok. At least I get a little break.
I'll get over it.
You know, I asked Joel if he thinks I've changed over the amount of time that we've been friends. He said "No. It's just that you've been really stressed out lately because of a lot of things." And then I tried to start a fight with him by talking about how he's not there for me... but the truth is, he hears a lot more than I give him credit for. He is there... even if it is just to listen to me whine and he offers no comfort... that's comfort in itself. It's the rest of the stuff that hurts like a mother. I got wicked pissed last night and went for a long drive. I also spun my tires when I was pulling out of the cinema parking lot which was the coolest thing ever and totally got my point across cause someone is a dick head when other people are around. lol. anywayyyyyyyyyyyy.......
But I'm outtie. Just wanted everyone to know that I'm gonna be ok even if I am ripped at the world! I love you alllllllllllll!!!!!!!!! *muah*
And I'm serious about that system shut down thing................