Good and Ready
There's something about working and getting everything accomplished in one day that makes my life.
I did a lot of crap today but mostly I went to work and it motivated me.
So I came home and did all the homework that I had to do and I feel super amazing about it! I love getting everything done and I love working as long as I'm not like killing myself to do it. I love getting time off but I love having things to do. It's just who I am. I need space but I need clutter. I know, it makes no sense but it's my life. And I love it!
I need to love someone though. That's the only thing that's really missing right now, love. I'm the kind of person that needs to be needed and wanted, and right now I don't have that person who needs me in their life. Oh well.... maybe I'll find him... or even her to kill the time of falling in love. I have to be completely over him before I can fall in love again anyway so what I need is just someone who really needs me.
I'm going to the gym tomorrow morning at 8:30 with Rheanna so that's gonna be pretty awesome. Working out, getting up early... etc. And then I'll probably get breakfast, and then... well I don't know cause I don't have a class until 1:00. Well I'll figure it out. Maybe I'll get some more homework done or something. I dunno. I really just have to read for Anthropology so it's no big deal... but we'll see.
OH! and I totally got a $500.00 scholarship from the portugese club I'm a member of in RI. So that means I'm going down there on Sat. night for a dinner at the club to get it and stuff. It's awesome! I'm totally excited! I don't know why. I used to hate these things.... but I know a couple of guys that applied for some of the scholarships and they'll probably be there.... maybe that's why I'm excited. And Nanny's coming with me which makes it easier for me even though we'll probably be at different tables. It'll be cool anyway.
So that's all. I'm a happy little camper!
He's out of my life guys. For good. Out of my phone, off of my buddy list, convo's that were saved are deleted, and momentos are stored away in a place that will not be re-opened until I'm good and ready and not in love with him anymore.
GOOD NIGHT WORLD! LIFE IS GOOD!
I did a lot of crap today but mostly I went to work and it motivated me.
So I came home and did all the homework that I had to do and I feel super amazing about it! I love getting everything done and I love working as long as I'm not like killing myself to do it. I love getting time off but I love having things to do. It's just who I am. I need space but I need clutter. I know, it makes no sense but it's my life. And I love it!
I need to love someone though. That's the only thing that's really missing right now, love. I'm the kind of person that needs to be needed and wanted, and right now I don't have that person who needs me in their life. Oh well.... maybe I'll find him... or even her to kill the time of falling in love. I have to be completely over him before I can fall in love again anyway so what I need is just someone who really needs me.
I'm going to the gym tomorrow morning at 8:30 with Rheanna so that's gonna be pretty awesome. Working out, getting up early... etc. And then I'll probably get breakfast, and then... well I don't know cause I don't have a class until 1:00. Well I'll figure it out. Maybe I'll get some more homework done or something. I dunno. I really just have to read for Anthropology so it's no big deal... but we'll see.
OH! and I totally got a $500.00 scholarship from the portugese club I'm a member of in RI. So that means I'm going down there on Sat. night for a dinner at the club to get it and stuff. It's awesome! I'm totally excited! I don't know why. I used to hate these things.... but I know a couple of guys that applied for some of the scholarships and they'll probably be there.... maybe that's why I'm excited. And Nanny's coming with me which makes it easier for me even though we'll probably be at different tables. It'll be cool anyway.
So that's all. I'm a happy little camper!
He's out of my life guys. For good. Out of my phone, off of my buddy list, convo's that were saved are deleted, and momentos are stored away in a place that will not be re-opened until I'm good and ready and not in love with him anymore.
GOOD NIGHT WORLD! LIFE IS GOOD!