this just ....SUCKS
hey guys.... im soo over life rite now.. its liie nutin is going rite for me and just everything has been bothering me like ok like me and my big bor JEFF were soo close and now were just drifting apart and i know the reasons why but it still sux i have no clue wut to do its like ughhh why cant i fix any of my problems...its like nutin is going rite for me and i know that not everything is gonna be my way but its like damgg can atleast one thing go good for me..its like every little thing i have drama and i hate it!! i have DRAMA with my family friends and boys.. but i dont even wanna go into that....the most stable is oge6 i love those gurls it just really hurts when u see all of them but yet i never see erika...and im sure its my fault but it just sux i love that gurl soo much and its like she is always to busy for me or any of us...it gets me really sad...
but i seriosuly caant get over the thing with me and my bro...i love him sooo uch and we used to be sooo close but now its almost all gone...i feel that every time i wanna go into his room to chill wiht him or just say hi and give hima hug or soemthing he always has something to tell me whether its my attitude with people or its my friends or wut i did this weekend...i hate it its like im setting here cryin just thinking about it i get sooo sad but there isnt anything i can do bout it....ohh well then i dunno wut to bout the BOY situation...its soo crazy im just like w/e bout it and i feel that like every one that i know just wants to hate on mee or be mean to me or something like that ....i just wanna say for everyone who has been there for me with times like these....thanx and i LOVE you.!!
in a moment everything can change,,,,
love me... :-/