the train wreck of the youth
I think that i may have just found one of the most disgusting things ever on the internet...and i feel truely sorry for the girls and guys that are involved.
i was searching randomly on here for fun...just to get a peek into others lives...hey, they put it on here, why can't i read?
you can say that my curiousity was getting the best of me, and that sometimes i like to be nosey and get into others business. i try not to do that so much in real life, though i sometimes horribly fail, so here is my retreat. to randomly, and safely search people journals so that i can feel what it must have been like for them, at least what they're willing to share.
my first few search results were what most would call "normal", talking about school work, boyfriend, girlfriends, parents, just everyday life things. then my third search result...it was like a bad train wreck, where you can see the headless bodies scattered around, and as you gaze into the death your stomach starts to turn against you...but for some reason...you just can't look away...you just can't stop reading...it enthralls you, it excites you to look at the carnage and the people standing around...just dying.
i found a journal of a young girl...probabaly around my age. she talked about normal things, such as school, and her home life. but there was something else. her talk of pro-ana, and how it has helped her in so many ways, how she strives on the others support, how she would be lost without them.
i decided to check it out, and was utterly horrified.
pro-ana is an online community where anarexics can get together and support each other in their decisions. i was terrified, how could these girls and guys do this to themselves??? why would they want to die....
more on this later...i have to leave school.....
i was searching randomly on here for fun...just to get a peek into others lives...hey, they put it on here, why can't i read?
you can say that my curiousity was getting the best of me, and that sometimes i like to be nosey and get into others business. i try not to do that so much in real life, though i sometimes horribly fail, so here is my retreat. to randomly, and safely search people journals so that i can feel what it must have been like for them, at least what they're willing to share.
my first few search results were what most would call "normal", talking about school work, boyfriend, girlfriends, parents, just everyday life things. then my third search result...it was like a bad train wreck, where you can see the headless bodies scattered around, and as you gaze into the death your stomach starts to turn against you...but for some reason...you just can't look away...you just can't stop reading...it enthralls you, it excites you to look at the carnage and the people standing around...just dying.
i found a journal of a young girl...probabaly around my age. she talked about normal things, such as school, and her home life. but there was something else. her talk of pro-ana, and how it has helped her in so many ways, how she strives on the others support, how she would be lost without them.
i decided to check it out, and was utterly horrified.
pro-ana is an online community where anarexics can get together and support each other in their decisions. i was terrified, how could these girls and guys do this to themselves??? why would they want to die....
more on this later...i have to leave school.....