Feb 27, 2007 22:27
Generally, I'm a very happy person. Not many things bother me, and if they do it is for a short time. I can always find the good and stay positive.
But there comes a time (or times) in everyone's life where you feel like you are hopelessly lonely, bored and depressed...and today is one of those times. Small things make the days better, as little happy moments pass the time. But the bigger picture is a mess, a sad, pitifull mess. For some reason, the metaphor of a gleaming trough of food in a messy pig pin comes to mind. I'm currently a said, pitifull mess with random troughs of food giving me hope and strength.
I am desperately waiting for someone to change me. I've spent so much time on myself--too much, infact. I'm tired of me. I'm ready for you. I'm waiting to share my love and make our lives beautiful again.