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hello y'all, im bored about to go to church, fun fun, i've actually been sleeping these days so im waking up without alarms at like 7 every morning. it sux, cuz theres noting to do in the morning, with is why i normally sleep so late........anywho, i miss my boyfriend, and find i'm losing my best friend, she cares more about dicks and drugs then me, or at least it feels that way.......should i just let her get farther and farther from me,and try to find someone who would fill the whole which continues to grow? or should i try to lead her back to the "safer" path, a path she really dosn't want to be on? for some one who hates being led, it would hypocrisy to do the same to her. But i love her like a sister, and if she were to be hurt, even if it wasent my fault, it would still feel like it was....like i hadn't tried hard enough......like i had just left her to be hurt....the problem is, she dosn't need a watcher, she needs a friend...she needs the wisdom of her heart, to make her own decicions, and i can't give that to her.........i wish life wasn't so confusing.