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[a_soft_rain]

long ago i was told i was on the innermost level of someone's concentric heart chart. and i just wish i felt like that was still true.

or maybe it was just a stupid retreat exercise.

i wish i knew how to talk to people about things. i'd like to think it would make things better. but i'm also scared it'll make it worse again. i also don't know how to say it in words.

maybe i'm just meant to hide inside myself forever.