SICK/HC/HURRICANE
this whole 3 day weekened sucked because I was sick the entire time...I got my license!! and I was planning everything out to do this weekend since I'd be able to drive places but did I get to? no, I was too sick. I was so sick, I couldn't even drive 10 minutes to see my friend and go to the store, I had my mom take me haha. I was so dizzy, I almost fainted while in the store looking for medicine. yeah it wouldn't have been a good idea for me to be driving at that time, o well. maybe next weekend...o Jose came over with Chase and he gave me some pretty blue flowers:
and a box full of hersey candy bars and another box full of sour punch straws. haha hes so sweet to me...I wish I deserved it. Steven was gonna bring me over some soup but didn't cause his mom didn't want him coming here and getting sick heh w/e. So this friday I'm suppose to be going to the homecoming game, but Daniel's being all lame and wanting to go to slick willies? no, I've never been to a homecoming game, I wanna go to that. The dance is saturday...I doubt I'm going. I might go somewhere afterwards with people but iuno on that one yet either. Steven really wants me to go but said that even if I don't go to the dance he wants to hang out afterwards. I don't want to. I love Steven to death and I love being with him but I don't love his friends really. I think its gonna be Him, his girlfriend Jessica (R), his ex Michelle, Marcus, maybe Crystal, Rachel Vickery and Kevin something. Jessica is great and so is Crystal but they really only play with eachother and Steve's just gonna be all over Jessica so I won't really feel comfortable around any of them. Marcus is SO great! I love him and miss him but now that hes going out with Michelle, and since I really think Michelle doesn't like me (no matter what Steven tells me), I won't get to talk to him really. Rachel I never really talked to and iuno who Kevin is, or I think I do but I don't know him at all personally...so it just wouldn't be fun for me but I really do wanna hang out with Steven, ugh I guess I won't get to. Jessica and Robert are going out to eat after the dance too and iuno what else and they want me to go but since they're like dating now I'd feel weird around them! I was gonna go because Jessica told me that Jesse was gonna be there and hes so wonderful but looks like he won't be now or something and Mechell and Eric were suppose to go but now Mechell's saying shes not going...yeah so I have no idea. I have to figure something out. I just don't wanna be sitting home Saturday. O today I slept in a little and stayed home and just walked up to school in time for 2nd period cause 1st is lame as hell anyway and I went home early cause I was still sick but before I did I went to lunch and Jessica gave me my mum. hahah I told her I didn't wanna go to homecoming or that I wasn't sure and didn't want a mum cause I hate the bells and how big that shit is so she got me a wrist mum instead. its really cute actually, its hanging on my wall right now:
Jessica and Ashton both got one, Ashton got hers for Carrie, and they were the only two that were specially made. Carrie has a cow on hers and I have a frog on mine, yay! its cute...iuno if I'll actually wear it tho, we're suppose to on Friday. Anyway, just a few more weeks till I get my real license thing mailed to me with the picture and everything...I really hope I didn't screw up on my picture too bad...
o so about that stuff in Lousiana...sucks for them! I really do wanna help tho, like at least go down there and donate clothes or something. thats really all that I can do...I mean its not like I can hop on a plane and fly there and help people off their roofs even tho I wish I could. So many people are dying or suffering there still...its sad. yeah well, I've been in 3 floods...each one got easier and easier. I rememeber my first one, the tropical storm Allison I think or something. yeah we were on the news for a while too, and supposedly that was the thing that made some of the worst damage in the US, thats what I heard...until now of course, until this. When I went through it, people helped out just the same as they're doing now with the Red Cross donating food and clothing if it was needed but for us, our city wasn't underwater. We didn't get over 20 feet of water, we got more like...6 or 7ft at the most. no one died. I didn't lose loved ones. I remember the dogs being freaked out in the back and the little one in the house shaky and we almost lost them, but even them...we managed to keep them near and made sure they were with us. We lost no one. and I had another place to stay, with privacy in an apartment, unlike these people who are staying at the astrodome with thousands of others. yeah man...it sucks. and you know, I can't even imagine what its been like for these people, because compared to theirs...ours was nothing.