BROKEN HEART//CORPUS//SCHOOL
aww what the fuck man...everybodys getting their heart broken all the sudden, its like its some sort of lame club now. I started it tho! yeah some sweet jerk broke mine a few days ago... -sigh- its just the worst feeling ever. then I find out Jessica is all heart broken over a guy that she really likes but is just really confusing her and being sweet then an ass, sweet then an ass...thats not cool. poor Steven's kinda been hurting but happy off and on lately about different stuff and I don't know how to help him, tho I wish I could. My friend alix talked to me today and just poured his heart out to me about a girl he was liking for about 2 years and now she finally tells him that she doesn't like him and just wants to be friends so now hes just so upset and doesn't know what to do...and now John just told me that his girlfriend Hannah just broke up with him a few minutes ago and it just completly caught him off guard so now hes pretty upset as well. iuno its just weird how all the sudden this is happening, like a pattern. first I think it was me then Steven then Jessica then Alix then John. I wonder whos next...I really hope no one else. they all have told me all about it, well at least I get the idea of what each situation is about, and well, I just feel awful about it and hearing it because I just don't know what to say. I really do try to make them feel better but its hard. I just had it happen recently to myself so I'm not really in the best place to give any advice since I am in need of some myself. I don't get why people have to go through this shit anyway, its really not fair. none of those people deserve to feel the pain like that. I'm sure I do for whatever reasons, but they don't. I just wish I knew how to help. well, the top of my ankle hurts again...-sigh-
anyway umm Jessica told me that she was gonna call me yesterday morning at around 7:00am and she didn't...no instead she decides to just show up at my house at about 7:30! jeez thats ridiculous, my dad let her in and she came in my room while I was still sleeping. haha o well its cool. she had to go to an ROTC meeting and she was early so wanted to come hang with me for a little while then just walk up to the school later. I walked up there with her then came home and feel back asleep. She came over again only this time she had Steven with her cause he was her chauferr or however that ones spelled. "show-fur" yeah so they stayed for a few minutes. Then they said that they were gonna come over again tomorrow (today) at about 8:15...they came at around 8:25 and stayed for a while. Jessica wanted to go to McDonalds and get some orange juice so Steven invited me and I got a free Dr. Pepper...iuno which one of them paid for it but I said thanks. Steven dropped me off and they went up to school, they were late cause the meeting started at 9:00am and when I got out of the car it was about 9:05 or so, soo...o well. HOLY SHIT! Steven gave me my hat back! YES! Finally! after like a month or 2 without it, iuno why I'm so happy about that but I am. It smells like him :D I loooove it. anyway they both came back at around 2:00pm and scared the shit out of me. yeah Steven apparently banged on the window and I jumped and yeah. they stayed and left at about 2:50. I don't think they're coming over tomorrow...they better not because I don't wanna have them come here and me be sleeping or w/e and in my pajamas and what not heh.
so I went to corpus this weekend and it was pretty cool. It was my dads birthday saturday so we went out to eat and stuff then he hung out with his friend Billy for a few hours that night. well, I drove the whole way and that was about 5-6 hours (with stops) and it was so tiring. I had no idea driving could do that to you, make you just wanna fall asleep. when I saw people do that in movies I seroiusly thought they were just dumbasses or something but now I know...its exsaushting. it felt so good to get out of the car and stretch each time too. I got to see my uncle which is awesome because I love him now! hes so cool and so fun, funny guy! I don't like his new wife tho...sorry to say but I just don't. iuno why, I just get that feeling like I automatically don't like her. but their dog is awesome, so smart and likes to play a lot. its cool. I forgot her name. his house doesn't look like much but its really awesome inside. hes adding so much to it, so many rooms and stuff. even a hot tub. then I met one of my dads old friends, billy. Hes pretty cool, I met him before when I was little, don't remember him looking like that. cutie for an old guy haha. I saw his house and its gorgeous! and huge! I really liked it. I drove the way back and it was kinda bad towards the end. my parents started yelling at me! they would first tell me to do something then I'd do it or be like half way through with it and they'd be like "wait! what are you doing? o my god! stop" and they'd tell me something completly different...I'm like "stop yelling at me! you told me to do it" or w/e, it was ridiculous. I only screwed up ONCE by myself. and it was just because my dad was telling me to stop at an entrance coming up to a store and I didn't see it and he couldn't either really at first. he told me to slow up and I did but I didn't slow up as much as I should have I guess because all the sudden theres the entrance and my dads screaming at me "slow down! its right here!" so I end up having to kinda slam on the breaks hahahha they got pisssssed. I was just thinking you know "chill out, its not like I had a wreck" I mean jeez I got us there didn't I? my mom was saying "Kendall if you slam on my breaks one more time you are NOT driving my car anymore" and blah blah blah. whatever, I seroiusly was just gonna tell her to drive. but I knew she didn't want to and my dad kinda couldn't cause his feet hurt cause he stepped on something at the beach I think, err so annoying. I was on the freeway in houston and they kept telling me lanes to get into then would get mad at me for getting in the lane to slow or something....(hello! I have to check for myself if its clear first, not always go because mommy and daddy say its clear) ugh. bad way to end the trip but it was okay. I had a mini sunburn but it went away pretty fast.
god I'm so ready for school, like seroiusly. I'm tired of this house, I'm tired of summer. I'm ready to go back and see everybody. I'm ready to go back and see what classes I have and with who. I'm ready to learn! yeah w/e. the only thing I'm really dreading is having to wake up so damn early and go to sleep early but...I'll get over it. I just wanna go back...just a few more days, like 7, hooray! anyway I think imma go read or do a puzzle or something. I didn't get that call I was expecting...err o well I'll call tomorrow MAYBE.