LALA
so...how do I explain the last few weeks? intense, confusing, hard. Well, this past week was the one that was the weirdest, the most mood changing. my friends are the reason. one wanted to go to the movies but I couldn't then is all pissed at me now...one wanted to die and scared the shit out of me...one is way too cheery about stuff...one got drunk with her cousin at like 3 in the morning just because she could and her parents didn't care...family stuff is going on and my hair is fucked up! theres been more but iuno. its just been really strange I can't really explain it. mainly it was almost losing someone...well I lost them already in some sense but almost lost them as in...forever you know? but it changed, thank god, and it has gotten better. I'm glad I can like smile and laugh again. well, I've been driving more often and my dad is cool with stuff and doesn't really tell me what to do unless hes SURE that I didn't already know it but my mom still tells me to 'slow down' or 'stop!' like i'm gonna crash or something. I know when to stop and when to slow up, I wish she'd have more faith in me. She's getting better tho, I'm gonna get to drive to corpus next weekend so that should be fun. going to see The Phantom of the Opera with Jessica tomorrow so I'm excited about that too. I did a survey thing that I took from my friends xanga.
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed someone else's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fight
( ) snuck out of parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
(x) had/have a crush on one of your xanga friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
( ) been to Dominican Republic
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone BECAUSE of xanga
( ) been moshing at a concert AND Crowd surfing
( ) been in an abusive relationship
( ) taken painkillers
(x) love all your friends.
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
( ) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moon light
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your mouth
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(kind of) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed "penis"
( ) ate dog food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
( ) ----ed in a park
( ) ----ed in the bathroom
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple/peach right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(idk) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
( ) played chicken
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house
(x) fallen while making out with someone
( ) made out in the snow
( ) candlelit dinner on the beach
( ) taken a shower with the opposite sex
(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex.
(x) Slept for more than 12 hours
(x) Missed a week of school or more
(x) Put chapstick/lipgloss on more than 5 times in an hour
(x) Kissed more than one person in a day
( ) Kissed more than two people in a day
( ) Created a xanga survey
( ) Eaten a worm
(x) Jumped on a trampoline
( ) Ridden a unicycle
(x) Done something special for someone else
( ) Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
( ) Paid more than $50 for food at a fast food resturant
( ) Talked on the phone while going to the bathroom
(x) Brushed your teeth while on the phone
( ) Worked in fast food
(x) Written a poem
(x) Randomly called people out of a phone book
( ) Been on a yacht
( ) own a yacht
( ) Been called egotistica! l
( ) Put bananas in your cheerios
(x) Lied to a friend to make them feel better
(x) Dated someone more than 2 years older than you
(x) Eaten frosting out of the original container
(x) Had a dream about a myspace friend
(x) Fallen in public
(x) had your pants rip
( ) Recently had a PB&J sandwich
( ) Met your principals parents
(x) Killed an animal
(x) Been prescribed to 3 or more medications by a doctor
( ) Wished you were an only child
(x) Used your friends razor with out them knowing?
(x) Been unproud of a decision you made
(x) Worked for a family member
(x) Been told you were too young
(x) Made out in a car
(x) Screamed a vulgar or profane word in a crowd of people you didnt know
( ) Kissed a friend, then their best friend
(x) Been to a concert/show.
(x) Gotten away with a lie to your parents
( ) Been dumped the night of a dance and left with out a date
( ) Attempted suicide
( ) Gone out with a person one of your parents set you up with
(x) Hate to admit you are wrong
(x) Ridden on a shopping cart
(x) danced in a Mini Mart
( ) Went into a mini mart in socks
(x) Worn a tiara
(x) Been in a play
( ) Gone to church more than 2 times in a week.
( ) O.D.ed on stuff in your medicine cabinet
( ) Copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) Made a movie
( ) Dressed "gothic"
(x) Been called "gothic"
( ) Worn 5 or more layers of clothing-
(x) Had a stalker
( ) Been to california
( ) Lived on a house boat
(x) Swam in clear blue water
(x) Sat in a doctors office with a friend
( ) Ran across 6 lanes of traffic
(x) Made fish lips
( ) Hit on a waitress/waiter
( ) Taken pictures with a stranger
( ) Been to Busch Gardens
(x) Stayed in a hotel room with 3 other school mates
( ) Made a public speech
( ) Been on cable television
( ) Choreographed a dance
(x) Felt used
(x) Made a smoothie or milk shake
(x) Had fun at work/school
(x) Watched Desperate Housewives
(x) Watched a movie so often you could quote every word.
(x) Listened to an old NSYNC or Backstreet Boys CD AFTER they were popular.
(x) Kept something from a past relationship (letters, flowers ect..)
(x) Given someone else flowers
(x) Taken a foreign language
(x) Gotten to school at 6:15 in the morning
(x..well, it was a high B) Not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
(x) Laughed for no apparent reason
(x) Wanted to meet someone you met online in person