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[a_silent_yell]

With my callow thoughts,
I follow my mind to it's abyss.
Drop my head, close my eyes,
Will I ever really understand?
When will I finally realize,
if this life is worth living.

If I strive to go forth,
without a doubt I'll succeed.
If I take a moment to ponder,
I'll loose a memory, a piece of time.
A chunk of my life will dissipate.

I rather look back and see,
my life was lived to it's best,
Every laugh, every protest,
Every failure, every tear,
a feeling I felt, alive.