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Im so confused with what I want to do with my life. It doesnt help that the one thing I want to do,I cant... which is get into school because my parents wont co-sign for me. All I want to do is go to school and get an education... but no, I cant... because of something that is out of my control. Its sooo nerve racking and depressing.
I know that I have to do something... its just figuring out what. Im truely thinking about moving.. and getting away from here. I know running away from youre troubles isnt the right thing to do.. but I really feel like its what I need. Plus.. if I keep sitting here dwelling on the fact that I cant go to school.. Im going to be here for a long time.
But then the subject of where to move comes up. I basically have two choices... one would enable me to be secure and not worry about money issues or anything.. because it would be affordable. But the other.. is what I really want to do.. but Im afraid to make that move, because it wouldnt be reliable and its just a scarey move all together for many reasons.
I know that I have to do something... its just figuring out what. Im truely thinking about moving.. and getting away from here. I know running away from youre troubles isnt the right thing to do.. but I really feel like its what I need. Plus.. if I keep sitting here dwelling on the fact that I cant go to school.. Im going to be here for a long time.
But then the subject of where to move comes up. I basically have two choices... one would enable me to be secure and not worry about money issues or anything.. because it would be affordable. But the other.. is what I really want to do.. but Im afraid to make that move, because it wouldnt be reliable and its just a scarey move all together for many reasons.