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I feel like the last two years of my life were nothing but lies.
My heart is aching so badly.
I cant eat...
My body is weak...
I feel so sick...
I cant sleep...
I dont know what to believe anymore.
I have off until Tuesday.. cuz I was suppose to go see Jeremy... I dont even wanna get into that. But now, I have nothing to do.
I think Im going to Hooters tonight with Dave and Tim. Possibly the club after.. I dont know. I dont really wanna go to the club.. but I dont know. We prob wont end up going though.
I wish everything would go back to normal. I wish YOU never left. I wish we never would have moved to Manchester. I wish friends never moved... and no one would ever have to get hurt.
But wishes dont come true.. do they?
My heart is aching so badly.
I cant eat...
My body is weak...
I feel so sick...
I cant sleep...
I dont know what to believe anymore.
I have off until Tuesday.. cuz I was suppose to go see Jeremy... I dont even wanna get into that. But now, I have nothing to do.
I think Im going to Hooters tonight with Dave and Tim. Possibly the club after.. I dont know. I dont really wanna go to the club.. but I dont know. We prob wont end up going though.
I wish everything would go back to normal. I wish YOU never left. I wish we never would have moved to Manchester. I wish friends never moved... and no one would ever have to get hurt.
But wishes dont come true.. do they?