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Jun 13, 2009 09:28

I am a simple Humanoid. I am growing older, and becoming less of a product and more of a lone soldier. I no longer yearn for the companionship of a male friend. I'll explain in detail why. I've come to some what of a conclusion that it is not so much natural to gravitate toward men, as it is a sign of insecurity. I have been spending a lot of time with women lately, married women, women who are just dating, but they all seem to be in relationships for the wrong reasons. At least, they seem quite obscure to me. First, there is the fear involved in a relationship. The fear of LOSS. The fear of PAIN. The fear of BEING ALONE. For instance, a friend of mine has been in a relationship for almost 3 years, and then one day she decides she doesn't love him anymore. Of course, she doesn't have the courage to break up with him because she is afraid. Another friend of mine, has been dating the same guy for about the same amount of time and has just recently found out that he had another girlfriend the entire time. (disgusting) but she lets him say he is sorry, and she forgives him. IS THAT WHAT LOVE IS? Can you cheat on someone you LOVE? and if you can, what does that make you? It can't be HUMAN NATURE to not have a conscience. If it is, I don't think I want to be a human anymore. Why do so many women (most of them don't even realize it) succumb to a man? A man that isn't good enough for you, a man that wants your pussy more than he wants food. Don't you see what's going on?

It deeply hurts me, to see two friends of mine in such circumstances.
All of them fooled into thinking they know what loving someone is.
There's so much more to this.
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