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So lets recap on important events!
Sunday, Joseph took me to my first family event of his family! it was nice, a hell of a lot more serious than my family events. though it was fun. We sat at a kids table. and it was obvious everyone thought i was much older than i actually am.. which was amusing, yet still somewhat awkward. I really am trying to impress his family.
Yesterday, we went to the death guild (a goth club in the cith) it was sweet, i got in completely on luck but it was awesome. We dressed up, got all sexied out and went and partied. I dont do the goth thing terribly well but it was fun! I think we'r going again next monday.
I've been working like every night. which is insane. I quite my -4$ an hour babysitting job, and signed on another one which is 8.50 an hour and kids that dont say "I wana kill my self" yeah...
I also just finished house sitting last night, supposidly im getting like 400$ for that. I'm investing some money and starting a freelance makeup arist business. I have a wedding planned and another one pending. it should be good. get my name out in the world early.
Insecurities have been kicking in. which is intense. and not really wanted right now, ive been silently freaking out for a while now.. i dont know whats going on. Dr gave me meds. but im not supposed to take them untill an anxiety attack kicks in or i can feel it coming on. Damn kidneys are taking the process a whole step further.. fuckin shit.
anyway. other than that I've been working, seeing erin a lot at work which is nice. and hanging with joseph and hannah. thats about it. anyway. i suppose that'll do for now. xox.
Sunday, Joseph took me to my first family event of his family! it was nice, a hell of a lot more serious than my family events. though it was fun. We sat at a kids table. and it was obvious everyone thought i was much older than i actually am.. which was amusing, yet still somewhat awkward. I really am trying to impress his family.
Yesterday, we went to the death guild (a goth club in the cith) it was sweet, i got in completely on luck but it was awesome. We dressed up, got all sexied out and went and partied. I dont do the goth thing terribly well but it was fun! I think we'r going again next monday.
I've been working like every night. which is insane. I quite my -4$ an hour babysitting job, and signed on another one which is 8.50 an hour and kids that dont say "I wana kill my self" yeah...
I also just finished house sitting last night, supposidly im getting like 400$ for that. I'm investing some money and starting a freelance makeup arist business. I have a wedding planned and another one pending. it should be good. get my name out in the world early.
Insecurities have been kicking in. which is intense. and not really wanted right now, ive been silently freaking out for a while now.. i dont know whats going on. Dr gave me meds. but im not supposed to take them untill an anxiety attack kicks in or i can feel it coming on. Damn kidneys are taking the process a whole step further.. fuckin shit.
anyway. other than that I've been working, seeing erin a lot at work which is nice. and hanging with joseph and hannah. thats about it. anyway. i suppose that'll do for now. xox.