This life gets to me sometimes!!!
I wish he would come out and say it. Does he like me, even a little, or not? This waiting is killing me! I don't know why I even bother. I'm talking to Kim Kono online right now and I'm probably bothering her by talking about this, but she is one of the few that understands what I'm going through. I'm sure she would rather talk about something else. He'll probably never like me... no one ever does. I'd like to know what it's like to have someone like me that wasn't a complete ass for a change. To be held in someone's arms, but I'll just have to keep waiting. But when Kheegan and Kendra treat me the way they do it makes things even worse. She thinks that Kendra should be the one to be his girlfriend and she acts like he's too good for me. I don't understand why stuff like this has to happen. Plus Sami already got the limo for prom and she got a really nice one so I have to pay another $100.00 that I don't have. And Mr. Wheat gave my tap solo to Courtney and Ashley. They always get everything. He didn't even tell me!!!!!! I was sooooo pissed! I can't wait till the end of this school year so I can get out of choir! There is no respect. He sold my dress from last year without telling me and now I only get $60.00 for it. So I have to pay the rest of the money for the choir competition that my heart isn't even into anymore. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!