Dissapointed
I thought my birthday party would turn out great for a change, but so far I'm wrong. Deanna can't come to my birthday party after all and Noah can't come. On top of that most of the people I invited aren't able to come. This stuff happens every time I have a birthday party! Now I have enough food to feed a whole army and onlt a few have said they're comming, so far. I think most of all I'm sad because I really wanted Noah to come. I don't know why I even bother because he, just like all the guys I like, will never like me. If only I was more beautiful or smarter or something. I don't know what it is that makes it so that guy's are never interested. I keep telling myself not to fall for them and I wont get hurt, but it just isn't possible...everyone want's to be loved.