Feb 17, 2005 21:25
I pretty much fucked things up with Elle pretty badly.
I don't want to be just friends.
I can't stand to be just friends.
And the fact that that's all she wants to be even though she <3s me,
Kills me.
It really does.
So, I told her to just leave.
And she did.
And I'm fucked.
I am your typical asshole.
I have been playing a lot of guitar, halo, and drinking a lot of koolaid.
I bleed koolaid.
It is my friend.
I <3 Koolaid.
When no one else is there, it is there.
It is there to lift me up.
BAM!
CAN YOU DEAL WITH THAT?