She is beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me..

[a_senselesshope]

Just got home from Thankscrappygiving and went to bed. I'm so tired. I was asleep and got a phone call from Amber last night and was forced to listen to her and Madison fool around. It was odd. I'M SORRY JACKIE!!

I'm really not feeling well. Period.

Finally talked to Sam last night. I asked her about who's she had sexual contacts with and she said some kid. I didn't ask who. I asked her what and she said only a hand job. It's hard to believe. All this was happenening when she started telling me she missed me more than I knew and still loved me. This is why I didn't get involved. I really didn't want to get fucked over. Being friends is hard enough.

All i see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
That i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."

So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me