What i hate..
I hate when people think they know it all and they think they know whats best for you or others. Then they sit there and run their month on how they think you should feel...how you should handle things...etc. Then when you look at them...they have no room to talk. They are actually in a worse situation.
ugh...some people
today is going to be a productive day. heather and i are going to register for some spring classes...then i have to work expo today at noon...i wish i could go in and they would be like ya know what...go home..no need to work. because that would be beautiful!! then after work heather and i have one more forward moving thing to get done. then this spring and summer will be going in a very positive direction.
i sent steve an email last night. i wonder if he will even respond. i really hope he does. i know that we will probably never be able to date again because i honestly dont expect him to even have feelings like that for me anymore....
but a friendship....i would love a frienship. one where we could talk online or something.
i've never regretted anything before in my life. not a damn thing. but this....i do regret. not what i did..but how i handled things...and i know that my regret doesnt change the situation. but i do wish that i could go back and do things differently. not only with him but everyone down there.
i fucked things up with a lot of people. friendships, relationships.
my move was needed. the way i did it. not needed at all.
now that the move is over and i have discovered things about myself that needed discovering i wish i could go back and be like hey you guys....ive dealt with my inner issues and i am ready to be tammi again. not a girl with a confused mind and heart.
what i wish could never happen again. so i guess like everything else...i have to just move forward and learn from what i did...
ugh...some people
today is going to be a productive day. heather and i are going to register for some spring classes...then i have to work expo today at noon...i wish i could go in and they would be like ya know what...go home..no need to work. because that would be beautiful!! then after work heather and i have one more forward moving thing to get done. then this spring and summer will be going in a very positive direction.
i sent steve an email last night. i wonder if he will even respond. i really hope he does. i know that we will probably never be able to date again because i honestly dont expect him to even have feelings like that for me anymore....
but a friendship....i would love a frienship. one where we could talk online or something.
i've never regretted anything before in my life. not a damn thing. but this....i do regret. not what i did..but how i handled things...and i know that my regret doesnt change the situation. but i do wish that i could go back and do things differently. not only with him but everyone down there.
i fucked things up with a lot of people. friendships, relationships.
my move was needed. the way i did it. not needed at all.
now that the move is over and i have discovered things about myself that needed discovering i wish i could go back and be like hey you guys....ive dealt with my inner issues and i am ready to be tammi again. not a girl with a confused mind and heart.
what i wish could never happen again. so i guess like everything else...i have to just move forward and learn from what i did...