even more on my mind...
alright my mind is just going and going with ideas right now.
when i think of the things i have accomplished since i have been home maybe thats why things worked out this way. maybe i really did need to come live at home right now. i had to move past a lot of things. chris and i finally ended....ive discovered that with my mom there just isnt anything i can do while living at home for us to be getting along for more than a week and heather and i have moved past our young "just out of high school" friendship into a more mature friendship. maybe those are the reasons why i needed to come home and i am actually suppose to not live here. i am suppose to be in oklahoma or any other state for that matter. i mean i was in a great environment i just had a lot of personal battles that i needed to come face to face with and deal with. and now that its done...i almost wish i was back in oklahoma. wow i am so indecisive. is this a good thing or a bad thing at the ripe ole age of 21. haha
when i think of the things i have accomplished since i have been home maybe thats why things worked out this way. maybe i really did need to come live at home right now. i had to move past a lot of things. chris and i finally ended....ive discovered that with my mom there just isnt anything i can do while living at home for us to be getting along for more than a week and heather and i have moved past our young "just out of high school" friendship into a more mature friendship. maybe those are the reasons why i needed to come home and i am actually suppose to not live here. i am suppose to be in oklahoma or any other state for that matter. i mean i was in a great environment i just had a lot of personal battles that i needed to come face to face with and deal with. and now that its done...i almost wish i was back in oklahoma. wow i am so indecisive. is this a good thing or a bad thing at the ripe ole age of 21. haha