a day at a time
A certain someone told me that it only takes two weeks. After that, it all goes much more smoothly.
I've posted this here before more times than I'd like to admit ... but now, it feels sort of different: my will power seems stronger than it has been in the last couple of years; now, it really must be different; i feel different; i want different; i need different; and i seek different.
I feel much more determined. My life is hanging by a thin old thread but if this is the last thing I do, I rather live knowing I am in no need of someone else's bullshit just for a kiss and a voice on the other end of the phoneline. And if I die, i rather do so on my own.
So two weeks seem a long time from now but I'll take it like an AA soldier, a day a time.
Let's rock and roll and fuck the goddamned world.
Today my favorite number is two.
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On another note, thank you for my gifts; "Because you're worth it," you say.
And thank you everyone for the b-day wishes.
Ada, I still miss you friend.
I've posted this here before more times than I'd like to admit ... but now, it feels sort of different: my will power seems stronger than it has been in the last couple of years; now, it really must be different; i feel different; i want different; i need different; and i seek different.
I feel much more determined. My life is hanging by a thin old thread but if this is the last thing I do, I rather live knowing I am in no need of someone else's bullshit just for a kiss and a voice on the other end of the phoneline. And if I die, i rather do so on my own.
So two weeks seem a long time from now but I'll take it like an AA soldier, a day a time.
Let's rock and roll and fuck the goddamned world.
Today my favorite number is two.
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On another note, thank you for my gifts; "Because you're worth it," you say.
And thank you everyone for the b-day wishes.
Ada, I still miss you friend.