I don't know why i titled this gay...i am just pmsing.
Yesturday was pretty much amazing. Saturday night Brendan and I made us "official", woo hoo. Haha. I was sort of scared about having a boyfriend again, but things with him just feel so right. Too right maybe. *Chuckles* No way. Anyway, we also got in our first fight that night. It wasn't really over anything big, mostly just a miscommunication error and me wanting to spend time with him. Anyway it wasn't really a big deal and we were fine in the morning. Didn't even really have to talk about it.
Sunday, Brendan wanted to make things up to me so we came to my work with me and sat through me getting my hair colored dark brown. By the way, i hate it and it looks like shit, however Brendan and everyone else apparently likes it. It looks black to me, and i feel overly white, and then i end up wearing hella make up. I feel like a punk, not pretty. After that, Brendan took me to "Amazing Tan" where we both went tanning for free, because he know the girl who worked there. That was cool. Got a little tanner and felt a little better. Went back to my house and i got ready quickly. Brendan and I went down by the UW and went canoing. It was really fun. We canoed (is that a word?) under the freeway in the water. That was definatley the coolest thing ever. And Brendan was right, i don't think i will be scared of driving over that bridge anymore :) After about an hour of that we decided to head back in. Went and layed in the grass for a little while then headed to his house. First we stopped at the grocery store and then he made me dinner :)
That picture just makes me melt, thinking about how perfect things are!!
Anyway, the dinner was yummy. Steak, mashed potatoes, and salad. At least i know he can cook! After that he drove me to see Richmond beach, but we ended up at the Edmonds waterfront where we watched stars. Then we went back to my house and pitched a tent in the front yard and he spent the night. I woke up in the middle of the night and started my period. That sucked but hey i am not pregnany. Not that i thought i was...
Today i woke up and Brendan took me to work. Worked from 9-2 and thought i was going to die from cramps. I could barely walk, how fun. Mom picked me up and we went to Rite Aid to pick up my prescription which they lost at first. I also bought bright red lipstick to go with my new hair color, clear vanilla lip gloss, and face wash. [Sick i just sneezed down my shirt]. Speaking of face was, i was trying to go to bed and couldn't find where i put it.
Went to Hollywood video to pay off part of my fine. Rented "United 93" and came home. My dad and I put together my new desk for me room. I started cooking dinner and ended up making this chicken in rice and veggies, bread, salad, and mashed potatoes. Had Brendan, mom, dad, Tony, and Kendra there for dinner. They all loved it which was great! Brendan is quite happy i can cook too hehe. After that we took a walk to Handy Mart and then back. Watched our movie which was very heavy, but also really good. Ate ice cream and kicked back. After that i had to let him leave, we were both tired.
I am so happy with him. He makes me feel amazing. We go together like pb&j as lame as that does sound. He completes me!
My mom was telling me i need to quit smoking in the next 6 months so my body can be healthy for when i have a child i was like whaaaat! She is thinking about her grand babies! It's funny because i actually do want to be a mother very soon. We will see how it goes. I need to get my cosmetology license first so that i am financially stable, and get married of course. All of this will take plenty of time, and probably put me at the age of 21/22/23 which is exactly where i want to be when all the above happens.
It's very hard to quit smoking.
Anyway, i am happy. Who knew. Two perfect days in a row. Seriously, nothing went wrong. With anyone or anything. How is that possible? Me...Jenelle...Happy!!!
O one last thing. I hate periods. I am so emotional lately and i told Brendan this. I was like "I feel like when you leave i am going to lose you". How stupid!! That's just how i get and feel when its that time. Oye, girls are nutcases sometimes!
Hahaha look how many giggles and exclamations i am usingggggggggggggg!!!!!!
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