Dec 18, 2003 22:22
See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
You put me through pain, i wanna let you know that i feel
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
You played me, you even gave him head
Now your askin for me back
Youre just another hag, look elsewhere
Cause your done with me
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
You questioned, did i care?
You could ask anyone, i even said
You were my great one
Now its, over, but i truly mean im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cause i loved a hoe
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
ive had that song stuck in my head. reminds me of a lot of things that have happened in the past. me and jenn were singing it at practice all night haha andy got mad. today was such a long day and im just so exhausted physically and mentally. im so glad i only have one more day left before break. im just so stressed about everything that i just cant take it anymore! ugh o0o well...
me and jessica were talking about this the other day... doesnt it seem like every time you gain a friend you lose a friend? i was thinking about that a lot today and it is so true...coming to ua i met a lot of great ppl and i have really great friends here, but i lost almost all of my friends from my old school...yes i have met some really great people over the past year but ive also lost a lot of people too. and lately it seems like im losing and not gaining. ive lost/ am losing people that i care about more then anything and there's nothing i can do about it and i hate that feeling... i would give anything to have them back in my life. o0o well. only one more day of school :) im bringing in everyones presents tomorrow. woo cant wait. well gotta go take my shower now ;) cya