i dont know much..... but i know i love youuuu! that maybe all i need to knoooww
thank you brent for my wonderful last entry :) i miss you!
today was ok... had to take my computer to the lab cause it wouldnt start, but of course they couldnt just fix that no they have to go searching through my computer for viruses... yess i know i have the trojan bookmark virus! maybe i want the porn there ok? well that pissed me off... i didnt have my baby all day :'( but i got it back teehee told them i needed it and would bring it back tomm (yeah right) talked to jessica about a bunch of stuff today and i feel a lot better now. thank you sweetie i love our little talks. im getting so fed up with school. i have so much work to do have to read the scarlet letter which is the most boring book in the world and the CP english class is way to slow for me... i cant concentrate in class because it bores me so much. green will go over something for 15 minutes and people will still ask her questions about it UGHHHH i cant stand it. then McKinstry is out to get me. im gonna bomb the test tomm since she expects us to know everysingle thing about the industrial revolution. im sorry i cant memorize every line in the text book. and i wanted to do AP next year but i take it from her speech today and how she stared at me during the work ethics part of it that i could never get in even if my essay was perfect. ive just been thinking a lot about everythingtely. maybe im over thinking it. o0o well... i just have to take everything one day at time even though that's proving to much for me to handle
i realized something today. my brother really is a great person and i admire him so much. he picked me up from practice tonight and when we were driving home we were singing along to all these stupid techno songs and the old love songs (thus the name of this entry) and it was great! he is always himself and he never changes for anyone he's just who he is. and he really is a good friend too. im so happy that i finally have the type of relationship that ive wanted to have with him for sooooo long! hopefully things will be easier this time around...
today was ok... had to take my computer to the lab cause it wouldnt start, but of course they couldnt just fix that no they have to go searching through my computer for viruses... yess i know i have the trojan bookmark virus! maybe i want the porn there ok? well that pissed me off... i didnt have my baby all day :'( but i got it back teehee told them i needed it and would bring it back tomm (yeah right) talked to jessica about a bunch of stuff today and i feel a lot better now. thank you sweetie i love our little talks. im getting so fed up with school. i have so much work to do have to read the scarlet letter which is the most boring book in the world and the CP english class is way to slow for me... i cant concentrate in class because it bores me so much. green will go over something for 15 minutes and people will still ask her questions about it UGHHHH i cant stand it. then McKinstry is out to get me. im gonna bomb the test tomm since she expects us to know everysingle thing about the industrial revolution. im sorry i cant memorize every line in the text book. and i wanted to do AP next year but i take it from her speech today and how she stared at me during the work ethics part of it that i could never get in even if my essay was perfect. ive just been thinking a lot about everythingtely. maybe im over thinking it. o0o well... i just have to take everything one day at time even though that's proving to much for me to handle
i realized something today. my brother really is a great person and i admire him so much. he picked me up from practice tonight and when we were driving home we were singing along to all these stupid techno songs and the old love songs (thus the name of this entry) and it was great! he is always himself and he never changes for anyone he's just who he is. and he really is a good friend too. im so happy that i finally have the type of relationship that ive wanted to have with him for sooooo long! hopefully things will be easier this time around...