24 hours at home
I have actually been at my apartment for about 24 hours. It is good to be home. Though there are things that trouble my home. Roommates who are less welcome than before, constant onslaughts from the god of clutter, lost articles. But things are getting better or at least we have taken steps to make them better. Perhaps these actions are being done too softly, must I become the demon?
In better news there were three days of monsterlessness at work. And I started to wonder why I hated it so much but, then on the forth day she returned.
I have been in an artistic lull for about a year and a half. It is like the very spirit of me is gone or broken. I don’t even research data and information like I used to. My boyfriend points out the fact that I don’t learn about things I am interested in often. And I don’t feel very confident in telling him that I used to as I don’t know what happened. I have started to get the flow of ideas back the sudden spark of inspiration at seeing just a button or a color. But, and back to the apartment now, it is so cluttered it is hard to work. Add to this the fact that I am most often on the go I just can’t settle down and work. It is driving me mad. It feels good to get that out.
I think I will go out tomorrow and do some browsing and window shopping(inside the stores). What should I wear? Where should I go? Let see I have to look at the price and quality of sheers. I need summer clothes most of mine are for camp and I am not doing that this summer. As far as summer attire goes I already got one sun dress and a silk fan. I also need new unmentionables. I’ll have the room to myself again in a month maybe I’ll look at decorations just for the fun of it. Oh, definitely look at dolls and anime.
I am trying out a computer game finally. My boyfriend let me borrow it “Neverwinter Nights.” Well I should go make dinner.
In better news there were three days of monsterlessness at work. And I started to wonder why I hated it so much but, then on the forth day she returned.
I have been in an artistic lull for about a year and a half. It is like the very spirit of me is gone or broken. I don’t even research data and information like I used to. My boyfriend points out the fact that I don’t learn about things I am interested in often. And I don’t feel very confident in telling him that I used to as I don’t know what happened. I have started to get the flow of ideas back the sudden spark of inspiration at seeing just a button or a color. But, and back to the apartment now, it is so cluttered it is hard to work. Add to this the fact that I am most often on the go I just can’t settle down and work. It is driving me mad. It feels good to get that out.
I think I will go out tomorrow and do some browsing and window shopping(inside the stores). What should I wear? Where should I go? Let see I have to look at the price and quality of sheers. I need summer clothes most of mine are for camp and I am not doing that this summer. As far as summer attire goes I already got one sun dress and a silk fan. I also need new unmentionables. I’ll have the room to myself again in a month maybe I’ll look at decorations just for the fun of it. Oh, definitely look at dolls and anime.
I am trying out a computer game finally. My boyfriend let me borrow it “Neverwinter Nights.” Well I should go make dinner.