Dec 24, 2004 12:53
Finals over and done with. School is out and Ive been home pretty much doing nothing which is kind of a bore. With no money, it sucks really bad.
So lately I havent been doing much. Just hanging out alot with my boyfriend. He's been having a rough month with his mom being in the hospital and being sick, his aunt going thru some problems and finals week. But we worked throught it. I sometimes doubt him because he is young but he really surprised me. Hes a strong person and took on a lot of responsibilities with his family. I'm really glad to have him be part of my life.
I really hate that I could buy presents for anyone. I'm really poor. I should just look for another job. I mean, yes my current job is convenient but I really need more money.
I love school. Im having serious doubts about wanting to be a teacher now. I want to find an interesting job. I also want to try to go to a good school far from here. And maybe all of us can move for awhile. I mean I love LA but maybe it would be nice to live in another place and see what there all about.
Holidays make me think alot and get all sentimental. I dont want to breakdown. I want to enjoy the day.
I want some kind of surprise. I romantic kind. Flowers, dinner, chocolate strawberries, candles etc... Gus needs to do that one day. And soon.
"Since you've been gone, I can breath for the first time, I'm so moving on. Thanks to you, now I get what I want, since you've been gone." How come I never heard you say I just want to be with you. I guess you never felt that way. Since you've been gone...."
Love that song