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[a_robot_gummi]

I have nothing to show for , nothing to give
I cant go on living in the shadow of his heart
I know that you cant choose, I understand that now
I only ask one thing
Don’t bring me in to your eyes and then look away
I love you more then the world
But even earth will crumble when it is dry
And that’s how I feel right now
I feel like I’m in between the fires of the heart deep with in the world and all the beauty of the stars at night
I’m stretched to no end and I thirst for some thing more
I finally realize And I understand now that I believe there’s some thing there when that some thing just can not be
Yet, almost in torture and at my own doing I torment my self with bitter sweet memories and things that might have been
I can shut my eyes and see your face right there like the moon at twilight
Still bearing the warmth of the sun yet shroud in the stars giving off a pale reflection of loves last touch
But then I open my eyes and they darken
To be alone to be unseen to be shattered and put back to gather again
To be in your arms
To be one
To be whole again