ohkay
not that i suck at studying.. cuz when i study i do good i just suck at getting started! haha. i suck but whatever. I at least im not cramming. I have an exam thursday and i started yesterday but i wanted to start sunday... instead i ONLY opened my book sunday annnnd fell asleep awesome.........
the player........ called me and i gave him shit because he's ridiculous... i havent talked to him in at least a week and i was blown away that he called me. He said that "at any level i feel comfortable that's where we'll stand" wellll, buddy. . . . i feel comfortable at barely friends... because when we were friends you gave me a lot of shit since you wanted to move to the next level.... whoa whoa whoa....
this week allowed me to think about a lot of stuff and get my real priorites in check. They include......: school work, twirling, finding a job... and chillin. NOT Like partying... at all, just chillin. Im givin up drinkin until at least march. Yeah, I said it. I just dont like it anymore.... like I like being tipsy... being drunk is fun, but I had enough for a while. Im gonna work real hard on a lot of other stuff instead of goin out because.... goin out is fun but highly overrated in my book right now... I feel like i do the same shit all the time.... party hopping is a sport at rutgers, that we're all really good at but gahdamn, its so gay after a while... SO if you dont see me out, Im still alive. I just wanna be in my shell for a while because I think i deserve it.
I find a job by Friday. :) awesome.
the player........ called me and i gave him shit because he's ridiculous... i havent talked to him in at least a week and i was blown away that he called me. He said that "at any level i feel comfortable that's where we'll stand" wellll, buddy. . . . i feel comfortable at barely friends... because when we were friends you gave me a lot of shit since you wanted to move to the next level.... whoa whoa whoa....
this week allowed me to think about a lot of stuff and get my real priorites in check. They include......: school work, twirling, finding a job... and chillin. NOT Like partying... at all, just chillin. Im givin up drinkin until at least march. Yeah, I said it. I just dont like it anymore.... like I like being tipsy... being drunk is fun, but I had enough for a while. Im gonna work real hard on a lot of other stuff instead of goin out because.... goin out is fun but highly overrated in my book right now... I feel like i do the same shit all the time.... party hopping is a sport at rutgers, that we're all really good at but gahdamn, its so gay after a while... SO if you dont see me out, Im still alive. I just wanna be in my shell for a while because I think i deserve it.
I find a job by Friday. :) awesome.