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why am i so confused all the time?
i wish i always knew what was gunna happen to me. and i wish i always knew what i wanted.
what i've noticed that has happened to me is that i realized i dont have to "follow the crowd" and i was like okay, i get that. so i'll dress how i like. and then i found myself just dressing like "your typical scene girl". it's not like i dont like what i wear. its just that i am stereotyping myself and also confining myself to that one specific part of myself. i love bands, and playing guitar, skinny jeans and vans and converse. okay. but i also love some girlie stuff, sporty stuff, and i own uggs. i need to recognize what suites me the best at all times, and find my own style that fits every part of me. not trying to be like hayley williams or a style i really do like but i dont have to be 100% of the time. (but i am totally not a fayley. i have just admired her style and used her as inspiration) but yeah. i need to get my head straight and figure it out, and do whats best for me.
rant~
but it felt good to write that
i wish i always knew what was gunna happen to me. and i wish i always knew what i wanted.
what i've noticed that has happened to me is that i realized i dont have to "follow the crowd" and i was like okay, i get that. so i'll dress how i like. and then i found myself just dressing like "your typical scene girl". it's not like i dont like what i wear. its just that i am stereotyping myself and also confining myself to that one specific part of myself. i love bands, and playing guitar, skinny jeans and vans and converse. okay. but i also love some girlie stuff, sporty stuff, and i own uggs. i need to recognize what suites me the best at all times, and find my own style that fits every part of me. not trying to be like hayley williams or a style i really do like but i dont have to be 100% of the time. (but i am totally not a fayley. i have just admired her style and used her as inspiration) but yeah. i need to get my head straight and figure it out, and do whats best for me.
rant~
but it felt good to write that