bummed.
I'm sad that paramore's over. and i could have gone to bamboozle but i'm not. which is depressing. thank GOD kathey griffin is tomorrow night to make me laugh.
i feel alone. all me what used to be friends are at prom or went to grandmarch without me. and my real friend went to grand march too. i feel like i should hang out with her b/c i always go to shows with her but not really just chill. and i just feel like i have no true friends in my town all my bests live in another town.
so my friday night was spent scrapbooking and listening to paramore.
and i have an intense essay to write for history and i don't want to. and i have 4 basketball games this weekend. and more homework. sucks.
the only thing right now to cheer me up is paramore and my guitar. thank god for them.
i hope i can just like cheer up. my best friend isnt even here to talk.
BUT paramore was amazing i was in the 2nd row and then 1st row for jimmy eat world. i touched taylor's guitar pick and the hand of jew's base player. taylor looked at me and my friend and waved after we yelled i love you. all the members of teh band saw us. and hayley waved to my friend. we met people and had the best time of our lives. i'm sad its over.