Oct 04, 2008 01:12
This post is for an organization called the Camarilla. It is in character only.
Dr. Vaganova
I have never posted my feelings to the web before....but i figure after the last few hours i need to get it down. A moment that shouldve been with a friend turned into him not showing up,making me very upset. here is a rundown of what happened
Early morning: I wake and go into the kitchen. i had stayed with friends last night after having false labor pains. I started having contractions and went back to my guest room to sit down on the ball i had. it was relaxing to feel my hips open...and the contractions began... Paige came in to sit down with me and reassure that i would be okay. she messaged my ex mentor and he told her that since I had burned the bridge it couldnt be fixed. I was furious and upset...I wanted him at least to be there so i could have someone i knew there with me. That never happened. The twins are fine. one of each. How could he say that ?!!? a woman in labor and THAT was his fucking response. I am still pissed off and bawling right now because of him. a person i thought a friend turned on me. we will be having words with him later. I need to go feed the twins.
Dr Vaganova
pissed labor upset