Shock
OOC : this journal is an ic post before gwen was staked
IC: I write tonight because i am confused and alone. my love is mad at me, everyone thinks of me to be something i am not. a common whore. I dont know what to do...should i leave....should i let them hurt me...or should i fight this until i die? I just got an email from Dr. Stewart...he said people are out to end my life...but i also just got a message from caster...who should i believe...should i seek safety...or assurance that my allies are alive and well? I think caster's is a trap. I will be back soon i hope. I am going to go to Stewart and seek refuge with him. May i see you on the other side
IC: I write tonight because i am confused and alone. my love is mad at me, everyone thinks of me to be something i am not. a common whore. I dont know what to do...should i leave....should i let them hurt me...or should i fight this until i die? I just got an email from Dr. Stewart...he said people are out to end my life...but i also just got a message from caster...who should i believe...should i seek safety...or assurance that my allies are alive and well? I think caster's is a trap. I will be back soon i hope. I am going to go to Stewart and seek refuge with him. May i see you on the other side