They were nice flowers, but there dead now like our friendship.
Your words mean nothing but a line of letters that continue on a straight line that continue until you hit a period. Your role as a friend was no role at all. Flowers will soon die as our friendship has. If I were to ever treat a person the way you've done forth to me I would feel like a meaning less piece of dirt. Your actions are stronger than your dictionary words have ever been. What does a friend mean to you? what does frienship mean to you? If you were as a friend to me as you say you were then why are we no longer that? I'd love to study you like scientist do to their rabbits about to be tested with some chemicals and other profound substances to see what your reaction would be like if I were to treat you as you treated me.
You toy with peoples emotions, their everything to see a reaction. To amuse you in your dull, complicated, crazyness, messed up life that you lead. You stand there looking at my life and judging how i do things and think you have a say about what I should be doing when maybe you should take a step back my dear and take a look at your own. No bodies life is great. Until you can smile, be genuine, and honestly tell someone that you love them with loving yourself at the same time don't for one moment tell me im completely fucked up. I've done so many regretable things with my life i know so thank you for telling me every thing i've done wrong. My friends are the ones who have supported me, been there for me no matter the outcome, thats why they are still my friends to this day. If you have such love as you say you do for me then why are we where we are today? You love me? BULL SHIT. I felt nothing of the sort. If you cared for me and my relationships you would have kept those feelings aside to see my happyness. If you loved me you would have wanted that. Instead it was all about what you wanted, and how you just had to have it. You didn't care what the outcome of it or how it would affect me or others around me you selfish bitch. Go ahead, get angry with me I don't care anymore. I haven't for awhile. Its always one thing after another.
This is my final letter to you. Dig as deep as you want to try and trigger me. It won't work. You've done the worst you could have to me and there isn't anything left for you to do. Your friendship has been a lie. Your caring words a lie everything about you is a lie. You say you feel so unloveable i wonder why. I'll never understand why you do or have done the things you do. Do you even know why? You'll have a thought you'll have an explination for it all but it won't have meant a thing. Its just to prove to yourself your not that bad of a person. Great, you do that. You may have known me and what im all about but if you knew me so well why didn't you know me well enough to keep our friendship.
I once thought you were such a fun chick but now ... not one bit do i feel that way. Your no longer welcome in my life.
I hope to never cross paths with you for as long as i live.
I hope you find out where your heading because from me your never going to be headed in my direction again.
Like i said before, forget about me because now I've never known an ashley elliot in my entire life. Your done forgotten from this day forth.
You toy with peoples emotions, their everything to see a reaction. To amuse you in your dull, complicated, crazyness, messed up life that you lead. You stand there looking at my life and judging how i do things and think you have a say about what I should be doing when maybe you should take a step back my dear and take a look at your own. No bodies life is great. Until you can smile, be genuine, and honestly tell someone that you love them with loving yourself at the same time don't for one moment tell me im completely fucked up. I've done so many regretable things with my life i know so thank you for telling me every thing i've done wrong. My friends are the ones who have supported me, been there for me no matter the outcome, thats why they are still my friends to this day. If you have such love as you say you do for me then why are we where we are today? You love me? BULL SHIT. I felt nothing of the sort. If you cared for me and my relationships you would have kept those feelings aside to see my happyness. If you loved me you would have wanted that. Instead it was all about what you wanted, and how you just had to have it. You didn't care what the outcome of it or how it would affect me or others around me you selfish bitch. Go ahead, get angry with me I don't care anymore. I haven't for awhile. Its always one thing after another.
This is my final letter to you. Dig as deep as you want to try and trigger me. It won't work. You've done the worst you could have to me and there isn't anything left for you to do. Your friendship has been a lie. Your caring words a lie everything about you is a lie. You say you feel so unloveable i wonder why. I'll never understand why you do or have done the things you do. Do you even know why? You'll have a thought you'll have an explination for it all but it won't have meant a thing. Its just to prove to yourself your not that bad of a person. Great, you do that. You may have known me and what im all about but if you knew me so well why didn't you know me well enough to keep our friendship.
I once thought you were such a fun chick but now ... not one bit do i feel that way. Your no longer welcome in my life.
I hope to never cross paths with you for as long as i live.
I hope you find out where your heading because from me your never going to be headed in my direction again.
Like i said before, forget about me because now I've never known an ashley elliot in my entire life. Your done forgotten from this day forth.