musings

[a_red_red_rose]

sometimes theres just nothing better than going out and communing with nature. now, dont be like, yea whatever maddy, go be a granola person over there. I mean it. like no matter what happens, she's always there... nothing is more soothing than sitting out and feeling the arms of wind envelope you and comfort you. nothing like examining the simple pleasures of life one spot in the whole world can bring you. and each and every spot can take care of you. whether it be on a stoop, in a field, or your own backyard. It's the earths cure for heavy hearts and minds. why get all worked up over something and then take it out on real people, when all it would do is hurt them and possibly frustrate you more. and you know what, so what if you dont have the GPA you want, mother earth will always love you. her winds will be there to hold you, her stars to watch over you and guide. and her quiet whispers of wisdom and love will always be in your ears, from the leaves or the crickets. you dont have to worry about pleasing her she'll never mock you for your eccentricities or your tears. the wind will take the troubles your soul carries and take it away, so that you needn't worry anymore.

I was pondering earlier about this: people ask me why I go out and mosey all over campus. I always said it was becuase I wanted someone to come take care of me and didnt want it to be too hard for them to catch up. well, I got saddened when I realized....no one ever comes for me...I go and put others first but... anyways.

I just realized that I always had someone there taking care of me, listening to me... and she'll aways be there, all I need to do is listen and lose myself in her comfort. afer all, when no one is there, our earth will be, and we mustn't forget her.