May 01, 2007 23:46
im supposed to be studying, but instead, i am whoring myspace- and i read a bulletin from a current senior at alemany that said it was one month until graduation.
im not sure why, but this gave me a rush of excitement- something, i have definitely not felt for a while. i just got this like nervous feeling inside of me that brought me back to last year when i shared the same emotions. the rush to completion, and a sense of nothing on my shoulders. the steady wait for the finish line to come to you.
it's not even that college is all that hard. i just lost any feelings of excitement. nothing ever happens anymore. and it's not that im asking for something- im just bored of these days. i want to go back to high school.
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