hrmph.
My sister had a baby girl this morning. Meadow Renee Lewis.
I wish I could be more excited about it but I'm not. Why? Because the father is a piece of shit who destroyed our family. You'll read *all* about him in the memoir. Anyhow, I asked her a couple months ago why she wouldn't ever leave him and she said she didn't want her kids raised with a stepfather (our stepfather was a piece of shit as well). Fair enough. But she HATES this man and now has 3 kids by him. I guess I'm not so excited because she was supposed to only have two kids (on her own accord, mind you) and then have her tubes tied. Well that didn't happen and now I've got a niece.
I feel awful that when my mom called to tell me the baby was born I was like "Oh. Nice." She knows Robert is a p.o.s. and like the rest of our family, wishes an awful death on him. Before anyone goes off on me and defriends me or says wishing death is awful, while I agree with you, you have no real scope of what he's done to our family. I lived it, you didn't. Please, no.
Am I an awful person for feeling this way? I just feel like he took her for another 18 years and is laughing in our faces.
I wish I could be more excited about it but I'm not. Why? Because the father is a piece of shit who destroyed our family. You'll read *all* about him in the memoir. Anyhow, I asked her a couple months ago why she wouldn't ever leave him and she said she didn't want her kids raised with a stepfather (our stepfather was a piece of shit as well). Fair enough. But she HATES this man and now has 3 kids by him. I guess I'm not so excited because she was supposed to only have two kids (on her own accord, mind you) and then have her tubes tied. Well that didn't happen and now I've got a niece.
I feel awful that when my mom called to tell me the baby was born I was like "Oh. Nice." She knows Robert is a p.o.s. and like the rest of our family, wishes an awful death on him. Before anyone goes off on me and defriends me or says wishing death is awful, while I agree with you, you have no real scope of what he's done to our family. I lived it, you didn't. Please, no.
Am I an awful person for feeling this way? I just feel like he took her for another 18 years and is laughing in our faces.