shut up i know i had an extra three days
WHERE DID BREAK GO
all of a sudden it's gone
and i had allowed myself to remain in denial that i have class tomorrow until right now. and i thought i would be ok with it, because i knew that the break would fly by etc etc, but........i'm really not. i'm really really really not. i think it's becoming clearer and clearer to me that i have got to stop halfassing what i really want to do. i need to start doing it so i can stop dreading real life starting. but it was a really good break. that's why i'm really sad it's over. but i'm going to stop making a clear distinction to make the transition easier. life is life after all.
all of a sudden it's gone
and i had allowed myself to remain in denial that i have class tomorrow until right now. and i thought i would be ok with it, because i knew that the break would fly by etc etc, but........i'm really not. i'm really really really not. i think it's becoming clearer and clearer to me that i have got to stop halfassing what i really want to do. i need to start doing it so i can stop dreading real life starting. but it was a really good break. that's why i'm really sad it's over. but i'm going to stop making a clear distinction to make the transition easier. life is life after all.