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[a_praisechorus]

i am so over this
i'm so over wanting to share yellow card or brand new lyrics or some other shit
i'm over focusing on one thing to block out the other things that really matter
im over being the asshole that doesn't let myself focus on the other things that really matter
im over missing them
im over missing them
im tired of missing them
im tired of wanting to cry
im tired of no one fixing the fact that i want to cry,
or no one not making me not want to cry to begin with
im tired of you
im tired of this
im tired of it all
and i'm sad
and it's not why you think
it's not why anyone thinks
but it is sometimes
but i dont want it to be
i just don't want to be alone